Thursday, February 25, 2010

A Pound of Flesh and Rough Economic Times



I can always gauge the severity of recessions in the small part of the planet which I inhabit by the number of animal carcasses left to decompose on the roads.  During recessionary times the sate fires the clean-up crews charged with the miserable job of “body pick-up”, and the roads become dotted with dead animals.

Times are indeed tough; my drive to and back from work is starting to look like a walk through a nightmarish museum of taxidermy experiments gone terribly wrong.  The other day I counted 13 dead skunks just on my 30-mile trek home.  And because it is winter, and natural decomp is slow due to low temperatures, their bodies remain as markers between which one can find dead rabbits, squirrels, snakes, turtles, ground hogs, opossums, the occasional hawk, mice, moles, voles, foxes, cats, dogs, deer, a beaver that died looking as if it was trying to pull itself, wounded, up a side-walk, and a dead wild Turkey that for the past two weeks has marked the beginning of the carnage on my way into work.

One day, when and if the economy really does pick up and unskilled labor gets hired once again by the state, these reminders of the crazy mindless way in which we’ve set up our daily lives might again disappear more quickly.  Meanwhile, we wait for nature to take its course, eventually leaving only greasy stains as markers of where flesh, fur, scales and feathers used to be and through which, once upon a time, life ran...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

As beautiful as this might be...

beautiful day after snow

water crystals pushing out of the ground: 
it has rained too much
our clay soil is saturated with water
it's too cold
frozen water expands
pushes out through pores in soil
awesome sight

Awesome or not, I can't wait for dry 100 degree days!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Words I've said a lot lately, differently

...and here I go probably breaking all copyright laws: but while reading "The Uses of Disorder" by Joe Scanlan on Felix Gonzalez Torres in the latest issue of Art Forum, I ran into this paragraph, and the words resonated with me.  Joe Scanlan is an artist who has been recently appointed to the directorship of the School of Visual Arts in Princeton after teaching at Yale for eight years, and no doubt stands way to the left of me on the political spectrum.  Yet the words I copy (probably illegally) below rang a clear bell when I first read them.  Having re-read them, they no longer all make sense; but the feeling I first got from reading them compelled me to copy them here, as if doing so were a written form of incantation that would dispel their reality.  I must point out that in so doing, I am unfortunately doing Scanlon's article a disservice by pulling out this one paragraph and presenting it totally out of context; after all, the article is about art and about the work of one particular artist, and it is a great read well worth one's time.

...The problem  with this contemporary moral rubric is that it institutionalizes unequal burdens of responsibility for entities of unequal means. Since the election of Ronald Reagan ----oh yeah the big bad Ronald Reagan-- here is one of many points of disagreement, since I think you can trace hypocrisy and power plays to way before Ronald Reagan, I dare say even to FDR, to use a democratic example, or any president before him; but I digress proper behavior has been encouraged in the masses (if not legislated)- ok, I hate the use of the words "the masses", it carries so much baggage that long ago stopped making sense to me- but I am older than Scanlan, though old Marxists do keep on existing--- ok here goes: encouraged to a far greater degree than it has been in the ruling class, reinforcing a neo-Calvinist ethic in which power naturally remains with a chosen few.  The only way the weaker entities can gain legitimate access to power is by demonstrating the proper moral discipline, after which morality and its attendant virtues--trust, loyalty, patriotism, faith-- become relative.  We need only look at the military's "Don't ask, don't Tell" policy, which allows homosexuals to serve provided they keep their sexuality to themselves though, to tell the truth, the military elite is trying to change that, but after my hearing of a sampling of what enlisted marines had to say about it, I'm not sure who exactly it was that the policy was enacted to appease; but I digress once more; or the BAPCPA law of 2005, in which individual access to bankruptcy protection was made much more difficult while credit card solicitation and predatory lending were left unchecked; or the fact that a shrinking job market and even more ruinous public education ah yes this is where the words start making sense system tacitly produce a permanent underclass of citizens for whom "voluntary" military service is the most viable economic option, provided they don't get killed in one of our equally permanent wars. (p. 166  Art Forum, February 2010)

Ok, the words don't resonate in their totality; but the feeling does: ah my contradictory soul....  I don't see the world through Scanlan's totally Marxist glasses--- but yeah, our ruinous public education system does keep an enormous underclass in place.  An underclass that no longer has manufacturing jobs to go to.  An underclass for whom military service, which despite Scanlan's inflection, is voluntary, though might be attractive only because it is one of the best options in a set of very limited options.  Options made thus limited by, yes, our terrible and entrenched education system.  What, as a naturalized and not soil-born citizen, annoys me most about all this, is the hubris Americans exhibit to the world when at its very fundamental core, the system is so rotten. 


...This kind of thinking coming, always, from above- in this case from a person who has taught/teaches in two of the most elite schools in the world... 


...Does change come from above or from below?  ...I suppose the kind of great institutional change I'm thinking of just "is".  It occurs, when and if it ever does, without any predetermined path, from above or from below, for good or not, and with no one group being able to effect it... These continue to be interesting times, if not the best of times for most...

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Katarina




...Feeling melancholic today...
Sure as hell miss you
No one to talk about art with anymore
Admire your ability to completely disappear off the virtual map
Were I a persistent enough intelligence officer with the patience to comb digital labyrinthine spaces 
I would 
 in order to make sure you are alright
Be well

global incosistencies


Reading Art Forum:
Finding out about the art of Dahn Vo.
In Denmark gay people can legally get married:
No Surprise
In Denmark gay married couples can not adopt children:
Surprise
In most of the USA gay people cannot legally get married:
No Surprise
In the United States of America gay people can adopt children:
No Surprise


Terra Incognita Indeed

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Friday, February 12, 2010

Everyday

I crest the hill



I see it



And  I wonder what the hell does it means to fly the biggest American flag I've ever seen over such a nowhere place...


And I feel very alien indeed.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

What If

S: What if you could have any super power, what would it be?
....

M: What if you got a lot of money, what would you do?
K: laughs: I’d quit this job!
C: laughs: She’d quit this job, go to Brazil, surf and snowboard all day!
K: For that I’d have to build my own ski slopes, like Dubai, with all my new money...
C: If I got a lot of money I would pay tuition for my class, all the current seniors in Visual Arts, to go to any university they wanted to go to--- what do I want with money?!

I wish C would come into a lot of money...